Chapter 110: [110] Whatever You Need Me To Be The Traveler. The Heart. The Bond. The Crown. The Choice. The map led Xavier through a tight alley, past a stone shrine flickering with carved flames. The streets here were quieter, residential, with small houses packed tightly together. Snow muffled his footsteps as he counted doors, finally stopping before a narrow building with blue shutters.
. He knocked three times, then twice more.
The door opened a crack, then wider.
"I thought maybe you werenât coming," Naomi said, pulling him inside and quickly shutting the door.
The small room behind Naomi was lit by a single lamp, casting long shadows across walls papered with faded floral patterns. Xavier stepped inside, shaking snow from his boots onto the worn welcome mat.
"I got lost," he said, not bothering to mention his strange encounter with the fortune teller. "Vykengardâs streets make no sense."
Naomi shut the door and slid the bolt home with a solid thunk. She wore what appeared to be sleeping clothesâa loose-fitting linen nightgown that reached her ankles, with simple embroidery around the collar and cuffs. Over it, sheâd thrown a thick woolen robe cinched at the waist with a braided cord.
The robe was simple but on her it didnât look plain. The way it hugged her hips, the way the sleeves fell slightly long over her hands. It was effortless. Unintended. And it made it harder not to stare.
"The locals say the streets were designed to confuse invaders," she said, still holding his hand as she led him through a narrow hallway. "Not that it helps against the cold."
Her fingers remained wrapped around his, warm and slightly smaller than he remembered. The purple hair falling past her shoulders was different from her usual style, but her eyes held the same sharp intelligence. This wasnât her bodyânot reallyâbut her essence remained unmistakable.
The kitchen was small but tidy, with dried herbs hanging from the ceiling and a modest fire crackling in a stone hearth. A copper kettle sat near the flames, steam just beginning to rise from its spout.
"Do you want any tea? I was making some for myself." She still hadnât released his hand, as if afraid he might vanish if she let go. "I donât have much food, but I could put something together."
Xavier raised an eyebrow. "You can cook?"
Naomi laughed. "Not well. But I can manage tea and bread without burning down the house." She finally released his hand to reach for two ceramic mugs on a shelf. "Nessaâthe real Nessaâseems to have some basic skills. My hands remember things my mind doesnât."
Xavier settled onto a wooden stool near the hearth, watching as she moved around the small space. Her movements carried a nervous energyâopening cabinets too quickly, nearly dropping a spoon, glancing back at him every few seconds.
"You donât have to come with me tomorrow if youâre worried," Xavier said. "I understand if you want to stay where itâs safe."
Naomi didnât turn around. "No. Safer with you than anywhere else right now."
Safer with me? Since when...? Xavier mentally pulled up his status display, focusing on the Soul Bond section.
[Naomi] [ââââââââââ] 19%
6% to 19%. That wasnât random.
Sheâs choosing to trust me. He wasnât sure if he deserved it, but he wasnât going to waste it.
"Itâs getting colder tonight," Naomi said, handing him a steaming mug. Her fingers brushed against his. "The woman who owns the home next door says it might be a snowstorm. The way back to the inn will be difficult in the dark, and I donât want you getting lost and dying of frostbite..." She trailed off, then added quickly, "Tonight, I mean. Getting lost tonight would be bad."
"Naomi."
"The streets are patrolled more heavily after midnight," she continued, words tumbling out faster now. "And thereâs been talk of winter beasts inside the city walls. One of the girls at the Fox said she heard howling last night near the east gate, andâ"
"Naomi."
"âIâm not normally this nervous, I swear." She laughed, the sound slightly too high. "Must be the situation. Being in someone elseâs body in a frozen medieval world will do that to a person, I guess."
"Stop. Just... look at me." Xavier set down his mug and waited for her to lock eyes. "Do you want me to stay with you tonight?"
Naomi froze. A pause. Then she set her mug down with a quiet clink, avoiding his eyes.
"...Yes."
Oh shit... For a second, neither of them moved. The only sound being the crackle from the fire.
Naomi wasnât seducing him. She wasnât manipulating. She was just... tired. And didnât want to be alone.
"Itâs just... practical," she said, eyes on the floorboards. "Body heat and all that. Thatâs all."
"Practical," Xavier repeated, the corner of his mouth lifting slightly. "Of course."
Naomi stepped closer, the firelight catching in her hair. "The bedroomâs through there. Itâs small, but the bed is... adequate."
Xavier stood. "Iâve slept in worse places."
"I imagine you have." Her voice had dropped lower. "Though I hope this wonât be one of them."
The bedroom was indeed small, dominated by a bed with a wooden frame and thick furs piled atop what looked like a straw mattress. A single candle burned on a nightstand, casting dancing shadows across the walls. The room was cold away from the kitchenâs hearth, their breath visible in small clouds.
Xavier crossed to the window. "These old shutters never hold in wind right. Weâll need to shift the bed away from the wall or youâll wake up frozen."He ran a hand along the sill. "And if something does come through, Iâd rather be between it and you."
"Already did," Naomi replied. "Twice."
Xavier turned to find her standing closer than expected, her robe now hanging open to reveal the full length of her nightgown. The thin fabric did little to hide the outline of her body beneath.
"Youâre thorough," he said.
"Always have been. Itâs why Iâm still alive." She reached up and touched his face. "You look different, but you still move the same way."
Xavier caught her hand in his. "So... is this just curiosity? Seeing if somethingâs still there?"
Naomiâs smile faded, replaced by something colder. "Donât dissect me, Valentine. I wanted you here because everything else in this city is wrong, and youâre the only thing that isnât." She pulled her hand away. "If thatâs a problem, the doorâs right there."
Ah, thereâs the Naomi I know. "No problem," he said. "Just getting my bearings."
"Good." She moved to the bed and sat on its edge, the mattress creaking slightly under her weight. "Because Iâm tired of pretending to be someone Iâm not. At least with you, I can be myself."
Xavier removed his outer coat and hung it on a peg by the door. "Then maybe tonightâs a good time to start getting to know her. If youâll let me."
"Come on," she said softly. "Youâll get to see."